2 days agoI Keep Waiting For Disaster To HappenMy ideal life is when nothing happens. When a slight change happens, even just a tiny bit, like today bumping into someone I know randomly, my heart raced for a bit, anticipating something bad to happen. Normal people probably just would just stop and have a small talk. …Life2 min read
May 13Overthinking Potential RelationshipThis may be a bit of a sad or depressing article. So I am single, but every time I think of wanting a relationship, all I could think of is the examples of how relationship ruined women. I am strictly talking about cis heterosexual relationship that is. …Overthinking3 min read
May 5Being Rich Won’t Make You Happy But Being Poor Will Make You MiserableAll my life I am obsessed about money, and yet it always seems to evade me like a plague. Being in poverty seems to be the only way I know how to live. Yet, every time I brought up my desire to be really rich and wanting some sort of…Mindset4 min read
Apr 27Writing Is An Arduous Journey But It is A Good FriendEvery time I had to write something, I could feel the pressure I felt in my body. The tense feeling of just staring at a blank screen while you tried to write one word , deleted it, tried again , deleted again and tried again, and so on and so…Writing5 min read
Apr 21My Obsession With SleepI got out of bed around 2 pm today. I dragged my soulless body out of it, with all the pains and aches attached. I slept around 3 am, had a bathroom interlude around 9 am, and went back to bed. It is autumn here in Sydney, the weather has…Sleep4 min read
Apr 14“I Am Water Fasting” = I Don’t Have Money To Buy FoodSo this happened circa September 2015 to late January 2018. It was the period where I did not have money to buy food so I ended up with lots of days in the months where I did not eat. Not eating for three days was considered a blessing in those…Life7 min read
Apr 7The Feeling That You Do Not BelongAll my life I never felt like I belong anywhere. Not in the family I was born into, the country I was born into, the peer group I was thrown into. I remember being told repeatedly of how cold I was, and how uncaring and mean I was by my…Life5 min read
Mar 29How I Discovered My Auto Immune Thyroid Condition And How I Am Dealing With ItLast year I was diagnosed with Hypothyroidism and when the second lab test came back with super high level of thyroid antibodies, Hashimoto. The definition by the Mayo’s clinic is : Hashimoto’s disease is an autoimmune disorder affecting the thyroid gland. The thyroid is a butterfly-shaped gland located at the…Health13 min read
Mar 22Turning Red | Impression ReviewI watched Turning Red Yesterday and I was bawling my eyes out. I did not do so for Encanto mind you. I am nearing middle age now, 38 years old to be exact. And this made me cry like a toddler that just found a magic pacifier that comforts their…Movies5 min read
Mar 15Toxic PositivityIf you are on social medias you would probably have some awareness of this term. It mainly revolves around how being positive despite your circumstances can be quite toxic. It mainly an attitude, something I have definitely be guilty of. Especially in my 20s, when naivete, health, and opportunities would…Life Lessons5 min read
