Aug 14Member-onlyThe Leaky Shower Saga ContinuesSo I’ve spent the whole weekend stressing out about my shower and now bathtub leakage issue. I wrote about it before, here. Over the weekend I was trying to avoid using the shower and used the bathtub instead. Only to find out that there is a leakage where I couldn’t…Life2 min readLife2 min read
Aug 11Member-onlyReversing Dysregulation ConditioningMy trauma response is to Fawn and Freeze. Which means I usually either shut down or try to appease the people surround me to get out of a stressful or uncomfortable situation. I noticed this kept going even up to now, when I am 39 y.o. near to 40. This…Life3 min readLife3 min read
Aug 10Member-onlyChaotic MorningI woke up with pain in my body. It seems like the stress has caught up finally. As I listened to the usual morning routine of my flatmate, I wriggled my body under the warmth of my blanket trying to find a few more minutes of peace before doing anything. …Life Lessons2 min readLife Lessons2 min read
Aug 9Member-onlyDear diary… Series. Exhausted.I am attempting to write here like I would in my own journal. But I don’t know how effective and frequent this would happen. …Life3 min readLife3 min read
Aug 8Member-onlyLeaky Shower Leaking SanityI have been writing in my manual journal for almost a month now about the stress my leaky showers have caused me. Thought I would upgrade that to a medium article too. …Life4 min readLife4 min read
Mar 25Member-onlyAt The Final Edge Of 30sI turned 39 years old recently. It is a big deal, probably will mention it more often than I like in future articles. And I haven’t been in employment for going on 11 years now. Most of that 11 years were spent in laying in bed (or couch). From an…Life6 min readLife6 min read
Mar 16Member-onlyAn Ignored Life ( A Middle Age Woman’s Tale)I just turned 39 years old a couple weeks ago. But my life is still not one of an adult. I still live in a family home (sort of), paying a heavily discounted rent, one that is dependent on a whim of my relative whether I would be homeless or…Life5 min readLife5 min read
Dec 23, 2022Member-onlyTrying out chat gpt to get some plots ideas for a fiction story. Because CHATGPT is all the rage right now.So I have been playing with https://chat.openai.com/chat# for the past week or so. I am still trying to get the hang of it. Mainly because I am influenced by TikTok, and my fomo was activated. So far I tried to find out the technology aspect of it, by giving it…Chatbots7 min readChatbots7 min read
Oct 3, 2022Member-onlyLurking ThoughtsThe days stretched to become months and soon, years. But I don’t care anymore. It seems no matter how much I tried to work things out in my finance department, things rarely move forward the way I wanted to. So I succumbed to temptation and just stayed in bed, enveloped…Life4 min readLife4 min read
May 21, 2022Member-onlyI Keep Waiting For Disaster To HappenMy ideal life is when nothing happens. When a slight change happens, even just a tiny bit, like today bumping into someone I know randomly, my heart raced for a bit, anticipating something bad to happen. Normal people probably just would just stop and have a small talk. …Life2 min readLife2 min read
